It's muggy out.

ODIN SPHERE - SOON! O_O

O_O...... HELP.

Why does Woosoo have to have a fucking ginourmous recockoulous goddamed planet sized head. It's monsterous. HYOOOGE.

I was fussing over the idea of what to do with my dolls. Playing with them helps a little, helps me figure out wtf my next move is. I totally buggered over Roxas's old wig, went digging through others that I had and plopped on whatever I could. Course none but one fit, and that was a leekeworld that barely made it. All the long ones I have are for Fable and his faggy ass, and E.Yders head is light years smaller than Woosoo. It was interesting and at the same time strange to see Rox in a diff wig and stuff..... like he wasn't my doll? I dunno. His forehead killed the glory of dressing him up x.x It was like IN YO FACE.

I KNOW.. I know. I can't even get into why right now. So for those who really care - here is the ultramegaawesome short short short version of WHY I've been totally GONE.. dissapeared!!! EL VANISHO.




1. Work sucks. Girl works 5 12 hour days a week.
2. One day, Girl passes out on the floor at work. x_x
3. Girl goes to hospital - specialists, all kinds of poking happens. ;_;
4. Girl is out of work on medical leave, but no one knows whats wrong.
5. Girl is too tired, sick and sore to even get up out of bed.
6. - months pass -
7. They finally figure out what's wrong with Girl. Now she starts to feel a bit better.
8. Girl comes back to internet, dazed and confused.

There. Suffice it to say, getting back into the whole swing of BJDism isn't easy. I've missed a LOT. A lot of dolls, items, drama, wank - EVERYTHING. To be honest, I'm not sure how I'm going to be back into it like I was. I miss it - but at the same time I feel like I might not belong in it anymore? I don't know.. I guess we'll see. Either way.. I love my boys... I feel HORRID for neglecting them so long. I took them to the park today with what little strength I had, but you can tell I'm still not up to par. My pictures suck, and Roxas's wig looks like an afro nightmare x.x

so like WOOOOO.... all aboard the LJ train...

Xposted from old doll blog no one visits :P

I can’t stop thinking about having a girl amongst my small boy troupe. I’ve mulled over quite a few different ladies, each one extremely different, and special in thier own ways. So far I’ve fantasized about Kun, F-01, Ciel, Soony, Re-Che, and Lubi. I really do think every one of these dolls would be great for different reasons, but I keep going back to Soony. I’m not sure if it’s because of my love and comfort with CP, or her mostly unappreciated face that I see great potential in. Soony is one of those dolls I feel has 90/10 percent bad to good photo ratio by owners. Her great photos are stunning, and the rest make you want to vomit :( Yder is another one that falls under that category, and I feel I’ve represented my Yder well.

The Soony head I like best is the closed eye. Some people warn against having a sleeping doll for lack of photo opps, but I’m not sure about it to be honest. I think in the end if I did decide to get her, I’d get the special set and if I ended up truly not using the normal head, just sell it. Gotta check funds though.. and wait a bit longer. I want to be absolutely sure a girl will fit in here, present herself ok next to my boys, and be played with by me. I’m so indescisive. :/

Here’s random shot of the day,… you just never know what dolls will get into >_>




Hmm... maybe a girl in this house isn't a good idea after all o_O